haruskah sekarang?

Kupikir aku sudah terlalu jahat. Jadi, haruskah aku sudahi sekarang kepura-puraan ini?
Menurut kalian apa yang lebih penting, perasaan kalian, perasaan orang lain, atau ucapan orang lain? Menurutku semuanya sama aja, semuanya sama sama-sama menakutkan jika kita salah pilih.

Disini aku hanya takut untuk melangkah, takut untuk menatap ke depan. Tapi kalau aku tidak melangkah, bagaimana bisa aku melanjutkan hidupku?
Aku hanya ingin melangkah, tapi disetiap langkah kakiku, selalu saja ada yang tersakiti. Bagaimana caranya agar tidak menyakiti sesorang disaat kita melangkah?  Apa ini sebuah resiko? Hidup itu sulit sekali ya..

Hadoooh, bingung sekale lah aku ini. Kalo sekarang yang ada dicaci maki. Tapi kalo dilama-lamain udah keburu gak betaaah. Apa kabar dong ya iniii??? Ada yang punya usul gaaak? Pusiang niiich-__-
Kalo menurut lagu di bawah ini, "I don't want a just a memory. give me forever....."

I want a little something more
Don't want the middle or the one before
I don't desire a complicated past
I want a love that will last

say that you love me
Say I'm the one
Don't kiss and hug me and then try to run
I don't do drama
My tears don't fall fast
I want a love that will last

I don't want a just a memory
give me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
'Cause I want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till I die

So call me romantic
Oh I guess that's so
There's something more that you oughta know
I'll never leave you
So don't even ask
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love that will last
I want a love that will last

I don't want a just a memory
give me forever
Don't even think about saying good-bye
'Cause I want just one love to be enough
And remain in my heart till I die

So there's just a little more that I need
I wanna share all the air that you breathe
I'm not the kinda girl to complicate the past
I want a love that will last

Forever
I want a love the love that last
Always
I just want a love that will last
Want a love that will last